Last day of 2010.

Quite excited at first..
Went lost world, not really fun... quite boring sometime. :(
6 pm went Mages's house,  bbq with whole troop of Cadet.
Junior's planning are totally wrong, that time only realize they not yet buy bbq stuff.
So we are gonna to buy for them, and that's many first time .
First time i went lost world with ex senior and friends.
First time i go Tesco with friends.
First time 6people sitting inside a small Kancil . :)
First time did those special job for junior.
Bla bla bla . Everything is late, 11 only start our bbq think.
Bla bla bla, use cadet style to make fire, damn! i like it :D

1205am, opss. Someone said : ' Not yet count down jau new year jor. '
HAHA we are busy for bbq Countdown is useless :P

Had an idea , to call her and wish her happy new year, but tried so many times and I get nothing  :D
First time back home when already 1am .
Teardropagain, :'(  I'm fine. Sometime....sorrynocure.

PIGU

Sam Karyen know how to text people during sleep, teach me! XD

Sighs. What's this? Shit?

 Again, one bad news again ..

Just now KarJun sent me a msg is about IpohBUG football tournament .

I was so excited to

KJ : Hey.

Me : yea? 

KJ :coach cal me to send u tis msg

he said

enough defenders

he say.

Me: Too bad. ==

KJ: if u wanna cum to watch

cum tommorow

he said

the list

too pack

not enough

coz too much defenders

Me: HAHAHA.

Okay.

KJ:so u cuming tommorow???

Me : nope.

KJ : hmmm

sorry

i tried to tell coach

but he said

the list too mcuh

juz need 18

sorry ya

Me: I und:D

KJ: Sorry

Me Nvm.

KJ: :)

OH GOSH ! SHIT! I'm 16. Sigh?

Should i cry out loud?? :'(

I was so UPSET. Dk what to do. Excited for so long time, at last got zero. 

Down period.

I would go thru all these pain, take a bullet straight thru my brain.
That's how i make it.

Same old shit.

My life are so fake sometimes.

Unhappy days for me, it's days. (:

After taking result , after saw what i shouldn't see,
I was like... a weirdo sometime... Karwai said so :)
I was like a actress? Likes to pretend?
Idk what am i! and of course who is him?
630am Jusco Kinta City's Fitness Embassy organize EmRun.
Duty..... Cadet...
Until 9something i think.. went McD, ate there.
After that just walk around, saw Adeline at first..
1something my parents came, they bought me to lunch, with YJS too.
Saw many Elim Youth they're eating too ... Some of them wave hand to me , some of them didn't. (:
330pm back, fetch YJS back also...
At this moment, i just realize i having fever headache.
Reached my house bath, panaldo, planning to have a nap but KarJun text me,
430 got match, that time it's already 4. Sighs.
Rushing to get there.
Wear stock, boot, shinguard warm up, OMG the warm up really made me exhauted ,
sick somemore.
First half.
PCRC 0-4 ACS form 5. Yea they are pros.
Midle of second half.
PCRC 3-5 ACS
At the end.
PCRC 3-6
Don't you realize i didn't play the game.
Maybe i 'm noob coach don't want to play,
I cried.. inside my heart,
I stare to the sky.... but it's useless. (:
but seriously i drop my tear on spot.
So a few days so many thing happened.
I was sad.
Ngor sao ng g gam dak da gek, ngor mou yong, dui ng g.
Who care?

I LOVE YOU.

CAN YOU BE WITH ME? 

I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE .

PLEASE DON'T DO THIS TO ME.

笑:)

我笑得很不开心. :)))

A silent Christmas eve.

It's a green Christmas.

With you, that's all i wanted.

Santan, ILYKY!

Let's make it.

Go ahead and make Me cry, I'll be Alright. - BernardChong.
Come forward, take my heart out from my body and drop it to the floor, I'll be fine. - Cwhuai. ((: 

Giving up?

Give up?
That not my style. (:

This is it.

Yea. The day that we wait for are reached,

10am walk to school.

1040 get my result, once i saw it i'm speechless,

but fine, didn't fail any subject. :)

Noon, went Parade for movie, surprisely i met her and,

someone which important to her.

Inside the cinema i got no brave to look at her

when she is passed by me , and i'm don't deserve the chance to look you.

Actually idk what i watched today what's the name of movie idk also,

just spent time to daydream or look at her...

How could be this happen? HUH?

I cried in my heart as loud as i can, but is useless. :)))

Finally i believe it, last time my best friend told me something, but i don't trust him,

even he's my best friend.

Seems the timing are totally wrong, i should disappear.

Now i knew what's happening actually, that's nightmare for me i think,

like my previous post, should accept the fact. ((((((((((((((((((((((:

What i can do is just pretend like nothing happen,

i was pretending infront of all people,

that's all.

Shouldn't changed so much, the new cwh..... Who care ? Whether old or new??

CWH CWH CWH wake dude!

Oh yes, i put your name on contact number is start from C.... guess what? :D

Yea, this is my life, my luck my faith. I'm damn happy with it.

Whom i love be with you now. (: Take good care of her.

祝你做个幸福的新娘，要幸福!((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Sorry,ILY,
Sorry,ILY,
Sorry,ILY,

L+R

Excited for the worse nightmare. (:

5days more.

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

5days days more gonna grad my dad's D90 and run away. XD

0211

0211 early morning, arrhh not yet sleep,

long time didn't do this..

Gotts sleep soon, and someone said 7days more will be our big day.

Sigh.

All pass i wish i could.

Elim sport camp.

Waoh, I had a lots of fun in this camp. Monday to Friday.

I love the hall, the memories, with kids and coaches.

Met some new friends :D

This 5days i wish i could repeat it again:)

Yea, i knew this camp will end at last.

But i really wish that i can join their ativities again, Byebye.

At Saturday we had BBQ:)

Inside the hall we playing football , Kew, Alex, Bernard i love them!

At the same time we watching football also, the LCD projector:)

What a fun day!

At the end, everyone left but i'm still waiting there. What a amazing place is this!! Had a lot of fun with guys, coaches. Unforgettable memories with kids. I'm not feeling to leave at all, but I know, everyone must left :')

Bruno Mars - Talking To The Moon (MUSIC VIDEO)

Final.

Next two years, don't make any failure . Please.

If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were. - KarWai.

Just let everything go.

Fernando.

God Bless you!

I miss you.

I love you.

:)

如果你是鱼 不要迷恋天空; 如果你是鸟 不要痴情海洋 - Alfred Ong.

4

Fourth of December, saturday, what a dark day is it?

Huh? After times of crying.

I get something. :) Future.

Friends. :)

小时候，不知道，朋友有多么重要......长大后，才明瞭，没有朋友多难熬.....