Nothing .

Am i better off dead ?

Am i better off a quitter ? 

They say i better off now .

Think

Once we started , we should expect this day will come . We are fighting for nothing , stupid isn't it ? No matter you did wrong or I , just blame it on me :) Things / problem will be much fucking easrier . Right ? I guess you are agree too , just don't fucking blame on yourself . Maybe .... One day I will regret about this :)

Whatthe ..

I get too much disappointment , like is a routine in my life . 

Like a part of my life , like i'm born to get it :)

Days of shiting me out by the one i loved .

Beloved | Stranger

Am i text with a stranger recently ? No , I ... Idk .
I just can't figure it out :)
Are you a stranger my beloved ?

ACTUALLY WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON ?

A thousand years .

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave

How can I love when I'm afraid

To fall

But watching you stand alone

All of my doubt

Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday

waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

Time stands still

Beauty I know she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything 

Take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath, 

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a 

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

One step closer

One step closer

(Chorus)

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid,

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a

Thousand more

And all along I believed

I would find you

Time has brought 

Your heart to me

I have loved you for a

Thousand years

I'll love you for a 

Thousand more

2011 to 2012

2011 - 11:30 Night , i'm excited , happy . 

After 24hours . 

2012 - Shitting me out .